Where is My Motivation?

  Where is my motivation? Where has it gone?  Its like the things that I once enjoyed doing, I don't want to do them anymore. Its like I don't want to be bothered.  Am I burnt out, am I frustrated, is it time to hang it up and just rest?
  I'm not sure what to do right now. I'm frustrated because nothing I planned for this year has come to pass.  I'm frustrated because I've had to cut some activities off the list due to my car situation.  I know you've all heard this before.  I'm just about done.  Its like the more I try to get ahead the more I get knocked down.  The more I pray the more frustrated I become. Is there any hope for me? I'm just frustrated and confused.
  What have I done to deserve this fate? I treat everyone right. I acknowledge God.  I stay away from trouble. What is it? Is it all in my head? Am I going crazy?  I wish I knew the answer to my problems. Maybe I just need to take it one step at a time.
  I'm just not motivated anymore. I feel like crawling in a hole and just going to sleep. God HELP ME!!!!

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