Friday Thoughts

  Today has been a day.  Of course its had its challenges and it has had is blessings.  I am just thankful that I've survived this day.  Even though I've had a couple of disappointments today, I am happy.
  Unfortunately, today I lost a dear cousin.  Death is one of those things that you can't really prepare yourself for.  Especially, when its a loved one.  I'm happy that my cousin is no longer having to suffer with his sickness and the issues of life. I hate he had to leave, but I'm glad he's in a better place.  I'm glad to have known my cousin while he was here on this earth.
  The other disappointment was from someone whom I thought was interested in me. I was told by them they as much as they were feeling me that it wasn't the time for us to be in each other's company.  I knew something was up when I was getting the normal texts or calls and always went straight to voice mail.
  This person did that to me before.  This isn't the first time I've had that to happen in the dating scene.  Its like here recently every time someone approaches me and shows interest I forge on and try it and get to know them, then all of a sudden no texts or calls then I'm told of someone else they are interested in or that my personality is too much for them.  Really?
  It seems like I've been having bad luck in the dating scene.  However, I'm used to it though.  It has caused me to evaluate what I'm projecting and what I am doing in order to have this repeatedly done.  I've taken time to get to know these knuckleheads, only to be shat on.  Really now?
  I just don't understand why I attract these dummies.  Granted I have had some good ones, but they either have baggage or either on the DL or either just want the goodies with no strings. That's not happening.
  However, through the disappointments, I am remaining positive that I'm going to find my one and only and that we will be together till death do us part.  I just don't understand why so many people wanna play games.  I guess maybe I'm too good for them.
Just some thoughts,
Musique

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