Today has been on long day for me. As I sit at this dining room table, my mind races on a lot of things. One of them being my niece who is dealing with sickness and another is me being a good parent.
I know I've written on this before, but there are times that I wonder will I make a good parent. Look at me, a Black gay male who loves God and I'm currently single. I may be getting to know someone, but at this point I am single. I treat my nieces and nephews as if they are my own. Its like whenever something goes haywire, I'm the uncle that steps up.
Granted I do want to`have kids, but I really want to want till I've found that one and only so that they can have a stable environment. I want to be the parent and daddy that I didn't have and an even better one. I pray and hope that I have that one day.
I love kids and I value them greatly. If I had a son or daughter or both, I'd treat them like royalty but still have that firm hand. I'm going to get there one day. I hope its soon,