I Am Strong: Moving Next Year
"You are strong," I say to myself on a daily basis. I realize that I am strong. Even though the last few months, I've been dealing with my own private hell and dealing with some woes, I realize that I am stronger than I thought. I've been literally singing the late Whitney Houston's "I Didn't Know My Own Strength."
What should've killed me and would've killed others, just simply made me strong. I've been fighting depression not from me personally, but from a relative. I've been fighting their negativity and a whole lot of other things. Granted they are helping me get back on my feet, but I'm tired of having to hear their constant nagging whenever I try to live my life. It wouldn't be so bad if I had a car, but right now I'm down on my luck with no car, working a job that really doesn't afford me a lot of funding, but I am yet thankful for what I have. I am thankful, but what do you do when you really need a change? But I didn't write this entry to complain.
I've been strong to the point to where I feel like I'm getting weak. I thank God for being my strength in my weakest hour. His strength is made perfect when I'm weak. God knows I've been praying for better for quite sometimes and I know that he hears me, but when is my change going to come. I guess I gotta do like Job and wait. I am patiently waiting. Just like my momma nem taught me, You can't Hurry God. You really can't.
In the waiting you will know that you can find your strength and know that God is with you. God will make a way out of no way. I'm just trusting and believing in him. Don't forget to support this blog by clicking below. Love ya,