I've Found It
I've been doing some soul searching here recently and I've found the Key. I've found the answer. The answer and the key is letting go.
Many of you know of my struggle with being in the church and the abuse that I've endured mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Well, although I've left the situation, some things have managed to still have a hold on me. One thing in particular is self doubt.
Since I've come into being, I still have an issue with self doubt. I have doubts about myself and I base myself on others' opinions and pleasing others. NO MORE!!! I've decided its time to let go of the pain and past.
Although I'm seeking my freedom, I realize that it is a process due to the fact that a seed was planted for 5 years. To think that for five years I hated myself, because someone hated the fact that I embraced who I was and they couldn't embrace themselves. I'm learning to love myself and move on with my life. Its going to be a process, but I will survive.