Showing posts from August 19, 2012

Decisions and Dating

Well many of you know my dating history; men, women, break ups, cut buddies, and one night stands. After going on a few dates, being stood up, being ignored, and being lied to, I've decided to back away from trying to find that perfect mate. Sometimes when you search and search and search, you often look too hard and you frustrate yourself. I am utterly frustrated. I'm tired of being let down, told that I'm too feminine, that I'm too out there. I'm tired of just being asked for sex and used for a quick nut. When is my time coming? Soon!!! I've got a lot to focus on. As I stated in an earlier post, I am okay with being single. I really am. I kind of don't have a choice but to be okay with being single. The more I look for what I want: happily gay man, established, not ashamed of himself, accepts me flaws, fem, and all, the more I get frustrated. Being Gay is hard. It's so many stigmas, stereotypes, self hatred and a number of other p…

Sitting on the Toilet

On this great Hump Day, as I sit on the toilet, I've come to realize that I haven't been blogging as much as I should or need to.  I've chimed in periodically and have did what I could to keep you all up to date with life and the other crap.  However, as I sit on this toilet, I am writing to you.
  Alot has been going on and my life has been busy and I've been a little under the weather. However, I am doing much better.  I am thankful for some days of rest and much needed sleep.  I have a full schedule now, but I'm not complaining.  It's keeping me out of trouble.  However, next month is VACATION TIME FOR ME!!!! I intend on having some good fun.  Well I'm out,

Love is Love


Single and Okay

Hey Everyone,
 I pray all is well. Things are well with me. I'm just getting ready to meet a friend as I write this.  Over the last week, I've come to terms with the fact that I'm single and the fact that people are always wondering why my relationships don't last.  I'm not really worried about it, however, I am thankful that I am single.  I am able to have my fun and do what I want without worrying about my partner.
   Don't get me wrong, it would be nice to have someone, but not right now.  I have too many things to focus on right now.  I'm going to new heights in my music career and my walk with God.  Therefore I'm focusing on me.  I don't need someone to distract me.  I'm single and I'm okay with it.
  Yes I want that tall and sexy, but right now it can wait.  Just because people want with me doesn't mean I need to be with someone.  I'm okay with it.