Loving Hard

  Pictured above is Darryl Stephens and Jensen Atwood (l to r). They have portrayed Noah and Wade on the hit series, "Noah's Arc."  To some they represent true love and serve as a model relationship. They managed to come back together in the movie version "Jumping the Broom," in which they finally tied the knot.
  As I think about this fictional power couple, I think of my own love life.  After dealing with an ex, I realize that when I love I love hard. I love with my all and hope to get that in return.  Often times I am let down and I have to go through that process of withdrawing that love interest from that person. Its a tough process, but its true, time heals wounds.
  After a dealing with my ex and being let down, I realized, that I still love my ex.  For the last year I've been trying to break free of the memories, the love, even the passion shared.  I've had lovers since this particular ex. However, my heart is still attached to this particular person.
  I am in the process of moving on, but what do you do when that ex finds his way continuously back in your life? UGHHHH This is so frustrating at times.  He knows that I still have love for him, but I just don't know what to do.  I guess that's where loving hard has gotten me.
  I made a vow that in 2013, this is going to be a different year and I'm going on without the ex.  I must.  I guess this move to Maryland is pivotal.  Only time will tell.

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  1. Lil Buddy, do you think perhaps you're IN love with the idea of being in love? It might be that and not your ex. Trust, if he didn't treat you right the first chance he had, probably won't the second time. Only you know what's right for you. Much love.

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