Trying Not to Stress
I've been applying for jobs in the DMV area as well as eyeing different places to live and talking with various connections. I have so much that I want to do yet so little time. I'm afraid that I don't take enough time for me.
All I do is work, work, work, and I don't really take time to really enjoy anything or take a vacation. One reason for me working so dang hard is that I'm wanting my finances to be in a certain place so I will be able to travel more, have nice things, as well as finish paying off these God awful student loans. A Good friend of mine Mr. PiMusique got me to thinking after a much needed conversation.
I think right now I am trying to do too much at one time instead of taking it one step at a time. I think when I try to do too much I get too distracted and instead of taking time to smell the roses, I end up need some Xanax and a bottle of Jack Daniel's.
I'm learning that I'm gonna have to make time for me and have some fun. Truth is I'm kind of burnt out. I think I do need a change of scenery. That's it. Well I'mma do my best.