My Current Place in Life



   As I sit up writing this entry, I'm currently evaluating my current spot in life. I'm evaluating decisions and where I feel I should be right now.  I can't quit understand why I'm thinking about my future so heavily right now.
  It started earlier this week as I started my work week.  I'm really frustrated with working a steady 9-5. I would rather own my own business where I don't have to work as hard and I am ready for my music career to take off. Granted I have been making big steps with this blog and with the Bradley ShowI've done all that I know to do at this point. I'm in a place of frustration. The things I love doing I'm at a point that I don't really want to be bothered. However, I know that I'm being prepared for greater.
   I know greater is coming. The question is when is it coming.  I know its coming. Here I am 27 years old, soon to be 28 in less than 2 months and I feel like sometimes my living has been in vain.  I guess it's time for me to really get it into gear. It may take a while, but I'm just frustrated with every time I try to get ahead I just get knocked back down. I feel like saying "what's the use in trying." Prayerfully, things will happen before I turn the big 30.
  That's another thing. why am I so apprehensive about turning 30 and not having what I want?  For so long all I've known is South and North Carolina. I can't wait to move to DC.  I just feel that some big things are going to happen for me.  It seems as if its impossible.  I spent 2013 trying to rebound from past hurts and writing, it is past time for me to but some things into action.  I'm going to put my best foot forward so that by 2016 a CD with Bradley aka Musique's signature on it.  Look for it.
 Well I've written enough. Love ya,
Musique aka Bradley

Comments

  1. You've come a long way over the past four years that I've known you, Lil Buddy! Stay focused and keep positive! You're going in the right direction! Much love and naked hugs!

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