Showing posts with the label irritation


It's Friday and I'm at work more irritated than an elephant's ear!!! I work in a field in which I deal with the general public.  I've learned that dealing with the general public you will encounter, the good, bad, ugly, ratchet, and plain stupid!!! Dealing with the latter 4 of 5 types of mention people that I have to put up with, has really ground my gears into the freaking ground. From helicopter parents from people upset because they failed to make their payments on time to people who call while their kids are yelling in the background which causes me to repeat several times info that they have requested, to people not being prepared to discuss their account, but they've called me with an attitude over their stupidity, I'm working on a wing and a prayer.   Is it bad that I've had to turn to the Holy Bible for some type of remedy? Not to mention I'm in the process of moving back in with Uncle Dearest (groan and falls on face wearing sackcloth and roll…

Where is My Motivation?

Where is my motivation? Where has it gone?  Its like the things that I once enjoyed doing, I don't want to do them anymore. Its like I don't want to be bothered.  Am I burnt out, am I frustrated, is it time to hang it up and just rest?
  I'm not sure what to do right now. I'm frustrated because nothing I planned for this year has come to pass.  I'm frustrated because I've had to cut some activities off the list due to my car situation.  I know you've all heard this before.  I'm just about done.  Its like the more I try to get ahead the more I get knocked down.  The more I pray the more frustrated I become. Is there any hope for me? I'm just frustrated and confused.
  What have I done to deserve this fate? I treat everyone right. I acknowledge God.  I stay away from trouble. What is it? Is it all in my head? Am I going crazy?  I wish I knew the answer to my problems. Maybe I just need to take it one step at a time.
  I'm just not motivated any…