2013: The Beginning

 What can I say about 2012? I've had breakups, make ups, shake ups, and just plan good clean old fun.  Many of you know that the last few years have proven to be of me finding myself and really discovering who I, Bradley aka Musique is.  2012 has been a year of awakenings and confessions. I've had struggles and things to transpire, but I'm still surviving.
  For 2013, I have plans to move to Maryland, repair my credit, and find myself getting out of debt. I also plan to keep myself healthy.  I've decided to alleviate as much stress as possible.  That will start with ignoring a lot of my family.  For some reason, my family feels that their opinions are suppose to scare me. NO MORE!!! That ended in 2010.  My life hasn't been better.  Unfortunately , I'm living with a bigoted, hypocritical Christian relative, I just move on with my life and continue to do me. This is a goal that I have set in 2013; Continue to live and to get away from my kindred.
  I've lost people in 2012.  I've lost friends. I've gained friends. Heck, I've even gotten in touch with my naturalist side of life.  I've even managed to say "No" to some people and things.  I've reconnected with some people and I've learned a lot of truths in 2012.  I wonder what 2013 brings.  2013 brings nothing but blessings and miracles untold.
  I could focus on the relationship that I don't have. The money that I don't have, but whats the use? I am still going forth in this life. I am thankful for what I do have.  If I'm faithful over what I have then God will make me ruler over many things. I look for the best in 2013.

Live in the Sunshine #RETWEET

  "Live in the Sunshine," is what I'm doing now.  For a while, I had been suffering from burn out.  I've been overworked, irritated, agitated, pissed of, and really tired.  However, it has often taken an epiphany to wake me out of things. For that I am thankful.  I've decided to make some changes.
  I understand that I must crawl before I walk, but I do believe that things are about to shift for my greatness not just for my good. I've set some plans in motion and I've made plans. I'm going to do what Ralph Emerson told me to do "Live in the Sunshine, Swim the sea, Drink the Wild Air." 
  To me that means "Live Your Life, BOY!!!!"  Living is what I'm about to do.  I've stopped worrying about being single, being broke, and all this other malarkey and bull crap, and I've decided to take life as it comes.  I understand I'm going to have to use wisdom, but that's life. You live and you learn.
 It's funny that I'm writing this though.  Here lately I've been taking long walks by myself with my music player queued up with the last Avery Sunshine album. I've been enjoying the sunshine, instead of being cooped up in the house.  I would like to get out and play tennis some.  Guess I'll have to work on that. I've even started back working on my music and actually exercising.
  I was headed in my depressed, about to give up phase.  I also have started back meditating like I used to.  I'm so happy that I've started back doing that. I can rest easy.  I understand that things do not change over night, but I'm so glad that I'm making waves and taking steps.  It may take a while, but my sunshine is shining bright.
I love ya,
Musique